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4/27/2007 Black Friday穿腻了职业装
穿腻了高跟鞋
难以相信'sex and the city'中的Carey那么喜欢高跟鞋，我现在只喜欢舒适的棉软的平底鞋
在这半年穿高跟鞋走的路相当于至少以前五年的高跟鞋路
明天要还信用卡的钱
后天去做头发
大后天去买太阳镜
大大大后天开始存钱
使劲存
存足下个Holiday到澳洲游玩的钱
女排要在北仑比赛了
要能拿到票该多好！ 4/26/2007 去传说中的武夷山还以为自己的牢骚没人看，嘻嘻，好几个朋友打来电话问候，真好！
劫后余生，将凡尘俗世抛诸脑后，重新开始新生活。偶决定五一假期到传说中的武夷山一游，一来散心，二来增长旅游经验，三来交狐朋狗友。嘿嘿，一举三得。
回来后要开始攒钱，希望十一有那么一点点地可能到墨尔本去游玩！
总体来说，虽然内心苦涩，偶还是一个乐观的人！ 4/11/2007 好好学习，天天向上我要好好学习，天天向上。听从毛主席的教导，多干活，少吃肉，从精神上提升自己。以科学的发展观规划自己的人生。
心情郁闷的时候要注意将注意力转移到学习和为人民服务中去。要不断努力，将自己的半罐子晃荡得局面改造成透明见底的空罐子。
读了MBA可以翻多少多少倍，是真的吗？投资回报率真好啊！也许可以考虑考虑，在学费没那么贵的情况下。 3/29/2007 应该反省的事整理一下上次见到一长辈做错的事情，写下来可以让心情不再烦扰：
1。没有等长辈坐下自己再坐；
2。没有坐对位置；
3。说了不该说的话，表现得像个无知粗鲁的刚进城女孩；
4。话太多，总是没话找话，有时保持沉默也不失得体；
5。不该有看似亲密的习惯性动作。
OK。
I think I've overred it.
3/26/2007 姨妈的后现代生活不错的影片。
让人反思自己的生活。小资有那么重要吗？什么才是真正的幸福？
我也没有找到答案，现在追求的生活是对的吗？有时也会有Chandler的困惑和恐惧，要是年老孤独，形影相吊怎么办？ 3/14/2007 莫斯科不相信眼泪下了一天的雨呢，明天又是个阴天。在暴雨中跑客户真是一件让人心凉的事情。开始羡慕同事们开车了。不过自己离那个目标还有相当长的距离呢。不想了。
中午抽空回来了一下租住的小屋，在msn上遇到了几个朋友，在这阴冷的雨天还真是觉得温暖。领导们从上海开会回来了，又带回来许多会议及培训内容，最近这类事情太多，收到邮件连翻翻看得兴趣都没有了。
晚上看完了《莫斯科不相信眼泪〉，不错的影片，永不会过时。Kathie在影片中是一个普通的技术工人，在一次安排中认识了电视台的摄影师，怀孕后摄影师得知她的真实身份便离她而去。在痛苦中她独自抚养女儿，并成为了工厂厂长。一次的火车邂逅，认识了Goergy，两人坠入爱河，Goergy在得知Kathie以前经历后离开了，在朋友们的帮助下，他们重归于好。
以前一直听到这句话，今天才终于欣赏到。对于爱情的追求，从古至今总有人永远都是如此的执著。Goergy真是个不错的很有气概的男人，真希望自己也能碰到这样的人。
《门徒》也看完了，真是郁闷。影片没什么新意，看完觉得像一部戒毒所的教科书。虽然刘德华和古天乐都有些改变，但整体给人一种虎头蛇尾的感觉。其中有收获的大概是那些灿烂的罂粟花和海洛因的市场学阐述了。最近还真没什么好看的港片呢。还是继续我的《越狱》和《死亡笔记》吧。 3/13/2007 闲笔好久没来耕耘了（当然以前也不勤快）。现在对着键盘都不知能够写些什么。
最近算是读了几本书，还不算虚度光阴。今天去新动力音像，竟然买到了《卢旺达饭店》和《莫斯科不相信眼泪》。今天看完了前者，在前面看《安南传》时有了解过一些有关卢旺达大屠杀和联合国低效和欧美一些国家推“猴子”的信息，在这个影片里也有一些刻画，影片总体上和《辛德勒名单》挺类似（也许每当战争来临总会有一些勇士冒着生命危险站出来吧），挺感人的，看得眼泪都流出来了。比较让我心里一暖的是让雷诺的出现，一直比较喜欢这个演员，虽然他在里面这是一点点出现。总体不错，而且无论如何这也是一部纪念百万亡灵的影片，值得收藏。
比较有震撼力的书是Economy Hit Man，讲的是美国的经济刺客如何通过控制他国的经济和政治以使其成为美国附庸国的事迹。作者作为亲身经历来写下这本书。虽然我们对里面很多事都有自己的一些理解，但作者的观点却让你觉得茅塞顿开。这本书是我的上司Ada推荐的，还真不错。
过年来后总觉得心情沮丧，这人生谈不上什么收获什么成功失败的，只是在人群中游走的幽魂。没有结婚，没有男朋友，没有必须达到的目标，没有可让人奔赴的美好将来，有时想想还真是乏善可陈。总要给自己找些事情做，找个目标，我还算乐观的人，不能就被这一成不变的生活打倒。
在UPS的工作倒是挺紧张挺忙碌的，每天要出去拜访客户，早上9：00到下午6：00肯定是满满的，而且还经常做不完输入系统的工作。但有时总觉得自己的心不知道在哪个方向。公司里的人喜欢学习英语，各个人报着学费昂贵的培训班，有好几个都是英语专业毕业的。女生多男生少，所以话也多，有时候还有些婆婆妈妈的。一件事总要用很多的语句来表达，对于我这个急性子而言，真是难耐的折磨呢。起初想着要学习市场和销售以及外企管理方面的知识，到现在还没见端倪。也许我应该focus在这些上面，将那些琐碎的婆妈的事情放在一边。我们有很好的系统来管理销售，但那个Teams都不知道它根据什么原理来运作，背后有些什么样的经济学，市场学，销售管理，系统管理，计算机数字管理等等方面的知识，也没有人讲给我听，:( 郁闷！
总而言之，一天天很快会过去，要多多充电。多半这里的朋友都结婚了，要广交新朋友。Ya。。。 10/7/2006 三十五嵗前必做的33件事，摘录三十五嵗前必做的33件事第一步 建立開闊的人生格局 第5件事：簡約生活-
第二步 建立自已的「人生目標清單」
第三步 建立自己的人脈存摺 一个忧伤的爱情故事据说这是一个忧伤的爱情故事，而如此高深莫测的古文，即使是让中文博士来翻译也要精神崩溃！请看正文，乍一看还以为是乱码： 羿裔熠①,邑②彝,义医,艺诣。 熠姨遗一裔伊③,伊仪迤,衣旖,异奕矣。熠意④伊矣,易衣以贻伊,伊遗衣,衣异衣以意异熠,熠抑矣。 伊驿邑,弋一翳⑤,弈毅⑥，毅仪奕,诣弈,衣异,意 逸。毅诣伊,益伊,伊怡,已臆⑦毅矣,毅亦怡伊。翌,伊亦弈毅。毅以蜴贻伊,伊亦贻衣以毅。伊疫,呓毅,癔异矣,倚椅咿咿,毅亦咿咿。毅诣熠,意以熠,议熠医伊,熠懿⑧毅,意役毅逸。毅以熠宜伊,翼逸。熠驿邑以医伊,疑伊胰痍⑨,以蚁医伊,伊遗异,溢,伊咦。熠移伊,刈薏⑩以医,伊益矣。 伊忆毅,亦呓毅矣,熠意伊毅已逸,熠意役伊。伊异,噫,缢。 熠癔,亦缢。 8/16/2006 When you are oldWhen you are old
---William Butler Yeats
When you are old and grew and full of sleep
and noding by the fire,take down this book
and slowly read,and dream of the soft look
your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep
How many loved your moments of glad grace
and loved your beauty with love false or true
but one man loved the pilgrim soul in you
and loved the sorrows of your changing face
And beding down beside the glowing bars
murmur, a little sadly, now love flied
and paced down the mountains overhead
and hid his face amid a crowd of stars 8/5/2006 What a day today!meet the cross road again, u must make a choice.
Life never too hard to get through
Honey, u must try
all ur best...
holding a hamburger, drinking coca
I wander on the street
wanna take relax
for the next fight
suddenly see my face in showwindow
so depressed...
but honey u know, that I won't give up
coz of u
stand no far
waiting for me
7/27/2006 some words中国有句话：卤水点豆腐——一物降一物。每个人都偶尔会成为降服者，偶尔也会成为被降服者。降服者得意开心于举手投足间，被降服者心怀妥协，自乐融融。人与人之间的巧妙，像极了精灵间的对话，撩人心弦。
月有意而入窗，云无心而出岫。
有意还是无心？
夜深人静，月初次登场，那浅浅弯弯的一轮，让人心生向往。云漂浮的心不由地跟着月挑起了轻盈的舞步，飘荡至散场。
今日犯了七宗罪之一，痛心疾首，要在此深深忏悔！ 5/25/2006 It's a long time.Long time not been around here. Feel happy to have seen friends' care. Dead one time, change job one time. Now, super woman return! ;P 5/13/2006 Here and thereWalked a few places in ealy days.
GZ: went there two times, cheap and dilicious food there. Active and hot people, recognize the importance of money. theaf & begger & robber can be seen everywhere. Watch yourself, friends warned.
HK: short time stayed there. high and numerous building, crowded people, effective & vareity activities, beautiful scenes, expensive house and trafic, prosperous commercial streets,... everybody knows that. Expensive food in continent is cheap in HK, cheap food turns to be expensive. that is difference between uninternational and international...
ZJ (Zhenjiang): nearly no impression on this city, only went to Jinshan Temple there. The only impression there was the guider who likes Fahai monk very much.
NJ (Nanjing): old and historical city. many aged trees stand on both sides on road. crowded in Labor day. There are some 24h buses, delicious local food, still a little flavor of old Jinling old city.
Bought two bags when found 70% discount in US POLO Ass'N store.
YZ (Yangzhou): Slim West Lake, as beautiful as described in tales. People grow round faces when they step into mid-age. Special candy and doll are popular and be mass-produced. Will go there again to find more scenes and flavors and tales...
Too hurry to enjoy. hardly found some special in so short time. It was bad.
friendsone friend will be married soon, I'm not the bride
one friend will be married later, I'll be matron of honour ( not matron in China, but unmarried girl)
one friend was insufferable,asked me to introduce a girl
one friend hardly chose from two pursuer, asked me for advice
one friend has fallen in love for quite a while, sweet and happy
...
Stand in crowds, I'm alone
People passed by, I'm alone
Maybe learn to lose, learn to get
It is time to give up sth.
Deep in night, tears down
for the past
for the new beginning
... 3/30/2006 Yinjiang temple fairBig sun today.
Every year our lunar dates of Mar. 3rd and Oct. 10th are the temple fair in Yinjiang town where I'm working now. From yesterday there've been gatherring all kinds of products, from food, clothes to a song and dance. U must have never expected so many people crowded in several limited streets, most of them are from other towns. Unfortunately, the main limited street is also the only main street in Yinjiang and some buses and cars have to struggle to move like snails.
Whatever, it looks like a festival here, each one is so happy to meet some other acquaintances and eat all kinds of food, and buy lots of stuffs. I bought a pot of peony, and some fabric to decorate my room. wow, Sooooo Cheap!!!
I've not experienced such fair for a long time. Took part in this kind of fair in my hometown too many times many years ago, it occured 9 times per month, hardly noisy when cloudy or rainy, now it may be less and less noticed by people as time goes on...
Will take some photos this late afternoon, maybe just want to save sth. in momery. 3/27/2006 booksSunny today.
yesteday bought some books to kill time. list below:
<菜根谭>
<my country and my people>
<Travel in HK & Macao>
<America's map>
<如何保持下半身的苗条身姿>
<口译词汇分类汇编>
<人类的故事>
hoho... to be armed from spirit to body.Share these words with you:
涉世浅，点染亦浅；历事深，机械亦深。故君子与其练达，不若朴鲁；与其曲谨，不若疏狂。
天地寂然不动，而气机无息少停；日月昼夜奔驰，而贞明万古不易。故君子闲时要有吃紧的心思，忙时要有悠闲的趣味。
宠辱不惊，闲看庭前花开花落；去留无意，漫随天外云卷云舒。
3/25/2006 working on saturdayI hate working on saturday, but have no choice now. So I always get up late and go to work at nearly nine o'clock. unfortunately our boss's wife saw me when i was late today. Embarrassed... :P
sunny outside, how wonderful if i rush out to go travelling or shopping or reading at the table in cafe. oops, daydreaming... at least now.
3/24/2006 muddleheaded daySunny today, not for me.
got up early coz I hardly sleep well. and most awful thing, I even forgot to collect my customer in airport and he waited for nearly half an hour. This Japanese was dissappointed 'are you forgetting me?' 'ah... sorry, I'll get there soon' He shut down the phone... What a terrible mistake!!! Whatever, everything is still ok. Although the customer broke his case, got very tired after flight, we still had a nice talk and pleasant meeting together. Showing him away, i couldn't help thinking: what's wrong in my mind?
Felt so happy when saw my friends mesages here, moving...long time we have not met. I will go to Guangzhou next month, hoho. I can meet three of our team, xixi, happying...
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